Wednesday 29 February 2012

Speedtrekking accross the Western Ghats




Our trek started leisurely, we stopped for coffee at Vatakanal where hoardes of post-military-service-Israelis were encamped along with a guy from Ludlow before an auspicious mountain view.  Eucalyptus plantations shot skyways from precarious slopes and our track wound down to a remote mountain village where we had another freshly grown grown coffee.  The village was both beautiful and friendly although the chap who served us coffee from his kitchen stove seemed in a rush to get away.
Half way down our momentous descent, we stopped by a Tree Temple and chatted via our guide with three village farmers, one of whom was our keen-toget-away coffee host.  The ground level of the forestry up in the Western Ghats is leased for free to villagers prepared to live with minimal facilities and no roads up in the mountains an dthey put it to great use.  Our shade-seekers at the temple were bringing down 25Kg sacks of super-fresh beans and cardamom pods.  These green delights were expected to make 350 rupees a kilogram at wholesale market prices that day and so the arduous task of bringing them down to the town was going to send them home with about 120 GBP.  I hadn't given much thought to how they were carrying their sacks but as we passed further down the rocky path, I winced at the fact that all of this weight was being carried on their heads and these were not young men either.   

In the mango plantation (sadly these beautiful fruits are still only flowers at this time of year) at the base of the track, our guide called for an Auto to collect us and asked if we minded sharing it with the farmers and the produce when they got down.  Absolutely not!  As well as their enormous cargo each of the farmers had a shopping bag over their shoulder and as they reached the mango trees (incredibly only about 20 minutes after we did!) they shot off to the waterpipe with their shopping bags.  Out of the mango grove returned three freshly scrubbed businessmen combing their hair and making mobile phone calls.  Gone were their faded and patterned dhotis and vests; these industrious villagers were now walking tall in bright white dhotis and crisp white short sleeved shirts.  After the phone call I sensed their moods lift further than their shower had provided and on enquiring with the guide we discovered that there had been a real shortage of cardamom and the Kg price had risen to 750 today. That made the precious cargo worth about 250 GBP!!  With huge smiles we shared the delights of this well timed economc phenomen and piled into the auto making sure that the cardamom sack got the safest seat!

Pepper
We descended 2000m of rough terrain on day one and given that we were set to conclude day two on the mountain top border of Tamil Nadu and Kerala, day 2 was always going to be daunting.  I sensed dead areas in my quads despite a concerted stretching session in the mango grove, but regardless, Mr Sekar was convinced that we were fit enough to take on the mountain at trot.  I found myself slipping behind the men.  I never find this when I am walking normally and I worked hard in my mind to park self-punishing thoughts induced by my rather obsessive consumption of Idly, Dosa and Pongal.  Incidentally I do hope to name pets after these south Indian culinary delights at some point in my life!  Despite walking several kilometers each day I just didn't feel as fit as I was when I left home.  The heat, the hassle and fact that most Indians can't grasp why we might choose to walk when we could get an auto/bus/rickshaw had relieved me of the opportunity for aerobic excercise.  I was struggling, Jean luc pointed out at one point that we were also were not getting any younger. Noted.



Meanwhile some stunning paths, views, flora and cloud formations were unfolding around our never-ending ascent.  Shade was scant and as such so were breaks, and I really needed some more breaks but I was driven by the odd notion that it mattered to keep up with a man who does this two or three times a week.  As the tracks waned and tiny vertigo inducing goat paths prevailed, the fact that I had not worn shoes for a month tore right into my heels which I just managed to cover in compeed patches before chronic blistering set-in.
Cotton
As cream permeates coffee, cloud poured over the ridge and dissipated via white tendrils before settling evenly into the atmosphere around us, occasionally the tendrils would peel back to reveal a glimpse of our summit, we even saw human form up there from time to time and I was buoyed by the thoughts of the top, of food …of stopping.  When it felt as if we were within an arm’s length of the top, the now wider track took a wide swoop to our right and zig zagged endlessly up an adjoining valley.  Emotionless I registered this disappointing reality and told my legs that at least it wasn't going to be steep anymore.  That was point at which Mr Sekar climbed up off the track to the left delightedly explaining that we were so strong we would be able to go the more interesting route adding how much he enjoyed being with "strong walkers" for the opportunity they gave him to take the fun alternative to that long zig zag to our right.
The 30 minute scramble through waist high, razor-edged grasses on what I think was the steepest (although I didn't look down) mountainside I have ever attempted without a rope and harness proved to be a heady mix of exhilaration, exhaustion and epilation.  Never have I been so happy to arrive, quivering and covered in tiny cuts at the top of a hill.
Typically we were not actually at the top and had a brutal 500m of man-made steps to climb which were covered with the added insult of incredulous bus tripping tourists.  Eventually our sweat soaked bodies collapsed in happy heaps at the roadside restaurant where Mr Sekar's friend presented us with a not-quite-big-enough veg Thali.


Tea Plantations on the Run back to Munnar
 Call Mr Sekar on 9865214479

Tuesday 21 February 2012

Wormcatching

Four thirty ay em
bubbling bus stand
who knows where I am?
who cares, the air's
delightful

Six oh five ay em
Meditation space
where did my thoughts go?
right here, so near
just resting

Four fifteen ay em
Train breaks squeal
Is this my station?
next stop, set clock
more sleep

Five twenty ay em
Power cut face wash
Where's the mirror?
mascara, pallaver
by torchlight

Six ten ay em
black sand beach
Is this where we stood?
newly wed, future ahead
footprints gone

Three fifty ay em
Murky bathroom squat
what wrong did I eat?
too late, flood gate
rehydrate!

Six forty ay em
town centre stroll
can I keep this peace?
beep beep, rubbish sweep
Day'sbroken

Both ends of the candle burnt...

Here lies the recipe for ending up in bed with "the belly" and chronic lactic acid burn on the very day of the big Shiva festival you came here to be part of...

  • Overnight in a non AC carriage (first class though) on the Kollam-Madurai Passer
  • Check into the Madurai Railway Retiring rooms (0530)
  • Scrub off train dirt with new ayurvedic exfoliating pad

  • Eat Dosa by South tower of Sri Meenakshi temple
  • Visit Temple (Tamil Nadu's temple-architecture highlight)
  • Take loads of quite psychadelic photos (displayed throughout this post)


  • Get very bitten trying to meditate in temple
  • Flee from mosquitos
  • Buy and eat a few indian sweets


  •  

  • Feel guilty about eating so many Indian sweets
  • Eat Idly near the bus stand
  • Shower again
  • Check out of Railway retiring rooms
  • Take the 1230 bus to the mountains
  • Eat thali at the lunch stop just because it looked so good


  • Arrive Kodaikanal and check into the Methodist Church (great value with tartan blankets)
  • Walk to youth hostel and and enquire about trekking
  • Meet with trekking guide and a French chap looking for more trekkers
  • Agree to trek with them to Munnar starting at 0830 the next morning
  • Eat locally grown and made chocolate whilst looking at the light fade over the lake
  • Decide to eat more chocolate in the morning - especially the butterscotch flavour



  • Eat tomato and onion uttapam for dinner (almost a wheat-free pizza!)
  • Repack for the trek and onward luggage
  • Go to bed


  • Wake up regularly noting that one tartan blanket is insufficient at 2500m!
  • Trek at lightning speed with two aerobically fit men for two days (see following post)
  • Grab a shower in French Chap's hotel (thank you Jean Luc)
  • Jump on the 4pm connection bus
  • Eat egg dosa at very busy street stall (AMAZINGLY GOOD)
  • Change to the nightbus at 9pm


  • Climb off the bus at 0415 godknowswhere (near Vellore apparently)
  • Get overcharged for a 500m auto ride to the bus depot
  • Take first bus to Tiruvanamalai at 0430


    • Try not to cry when the autodriver takes you to the wrong place and tries to hike his fee
    • Find a room before everywhere opens without an auto
    • Accidentally drink a cup of tap water because you're so tired



      

    Sri Mata Amritanandamayi Devi (Amma)



    The first day at Amma's Ashram ended with me serving hundreds of lentil soup portions in the pay-to-eat "western dining hall" whilst my free Indian food went cold along with my feelings about gurus.


    Ashram Arrival
    I had been happily lifted by my Sri Aurobindo and Sai Baba guru experiences and was looking forward to throwing myself into Ashram life and learning about the teachings and doings of this famously compassionate guru. Between arriving by ferry and feeding the five thousand, I had bought some little books on Amma's teaching that it was too hot to read, and had booked a sunrise class before heading over to the beach for group meditation with Amma who I had not expected to be at the Ashram at all. I was a little frustrated that the meditation was guided, but I did receive one of the world's most famous hugs! When I reached the front of the newcomer's queue, Amma was talking to one of her entourage while my sweaty face was plummetted twice for several seconds into her armpit. As hugs go it was a poor one and it left me totally unmoved.

    As I lay on my bunk beneath my film of sweat, I got out the little books and began to read one of them. The words seemed dogmatic and I sweated a bit more, as my hot neck crunched the plastic coated pillow. Having a guru, or maybe this guru, was not for me and I tried to passify myself and regain my equilibrium by adding to my negativity some more generous thoughts like "...but it's obviously good for lots of other people" but even that sucked me back into negativity about the place as I recalled the grumpy woman in the temple when I was signing up for my service. I also recalled the 90 minute evening Bajan (hymn) singing session where I had observed several thousand devoted people, really caught up in their moments. All I saw in the powerpoint translations were words that were too guru-idolising for my liking. I melted into sleep questioning what the point of singing in Tamil and Malayalam was for the hundreds of western devotees.

    Beginners Tai Chi began before dawn and the sun eventually heaved its huge red self over the palmy Keralan backwaters beside our group and its peace-emitting teacher who looked far eastern but had a heavily French accent. I found myself immediately in touch with the energy (Chi) we were working with, which I may easily have dismissed as imagination in the past. We built energy up, compressed it and used it to channel movement in our bodies. Not only did I enjoy it physically and mentally but it began to make sense of things for me; we were methodically concentrating our own energy, exactly what meditation, and yoga do. The wonder of my revelation though was that I have been being kind to myself in this way all of my life because getting out in the hills on my own or in quiet company inadvertantly does the same thing whether it be on foot or horseback.

    After the class I bumped into a French lady who had arrived on the same boat as me and who I had sat with at the evening beach meditation. She was also feeling disapointed with her Amma Ashram experience, worse still it was her Birthday and she had been looking forward to receiving Darshan (a blessed hug from Amma) to make her day special and now wasn't bothered. I gave her a big hug and two kisses which she warmly received, before we tucked into our inclusive Indian breakfasts with our hands of course! In my room I shared my thoughts with one of my three room mates who was very sad to be leaving that day. She hoped for my sake that I could stay longer and give it a chance. I felt like I was letting her down by not getting something good out of the place, a feeling which spurred me into action.

    First ashram view from the main ferry

    Determined to try, I went and meditated on the beach in the scant morning shade, it was relaxing but I found myself back in the pink tower block charging my appliances by late morning. That was when I decided to take a look at the second book I had bought. It was a list of things to do to make your "householder's" life a more spiritually fullfilling one, and to be fair it was really down to earth good advice, if culturally rather too Hindu for a workaholic-horselover for whom even choosing the right partner seems to have taken 35 years!


    And thus I began my journey with Amma. After my initial stint of dinner serving, my computerised slip told me that I was to spend the afternoon scrubbing recycling-bound-dirty-plastic under some suspended sacks on the beach. It sounded dreadful, but it was environmentally rewarding and sociable and the afternoon flew by. Amongst other things, I learned that the skinny gardener at the Ashram Guesthouse with a room called "Integrity" was my fellow-scrubber's super-intelligent brother who was on a colossal spiritual journey which he was considering turning into his latest novel ...you heard it here first! The afternoon's work was concluded with hot milk (which created another 2700 plastic bags to wash) and some cakey biscuit. Unfortunately it had wheat in it, however, this was no issue here because around the corner this ashram had a "westerners cafe" which baked a fresh daily selection of cake and cookies catering to the entire spectrum of food intolerances!

    Photography is not permitted but my phone did take this
    And through wheat-free ginger oatmeal cookies, fresh fruit, free indian meals, a fair dose of meditation and the odd spot of singing in Tamil, my time at the Ashram took shape until all too soon it was leave. I was still not an Amma devotee and did not get up to chant at 0430 but I did go up to the women's only mediatation area on the temple roof at 0515 where I stayed for 3 hours breaking just the once to move my body using basic Tai Chi to maintain my meditative state. After breakfast I packed, paid my tiny accomodation and food bill (only 200 rupees per day which was a blessing in itself after the cost of eating in Varkala!) and headed off to negotiate a change to my alloted "stage sitting with Amma" time. Stage-sitting is something everyone staying at the Ashram is allowed to do whilst Amma gives Darshan (Blessed Hugs) in front of a sea of devotees. I had not previously taken my opportunity to do this because it seemed rather too devotional and involved chanting. Paradoxically, on the stage, on my last morning, cross legged amongst the fervent devotees and within two meters of the woman whose legacy of love and kindness donated $23m to the 2004 tsunami fund and countless sums to countless other relief efforts ...I chanted my little heart out!

    Horray for Amma and her followers ...you never know you might even be seeing me again!

    Postscript

    During my time at the Ashram, I had a lot of short conversations with; retirees, life escapees, gap-yearers, strung out professionals (poor things) and the odd person from my Vipassana course. Each conversation built a piece of each person's journey none moreso than my own, almost as if there had been a divine strategy in place.

    Despite former misgivings, I learned that for lots of people a spiritual leader is what they need to help channel them into a happier life, although for me and my independence, absolute Guru worship doesn't work ...but, the teachings of these leaders have great value and to take from them the elements which can be applied to improve your own life and enable you to create happiness for others is a good thing.

    I liked ashram life as an opportunity to practice and think but despite appreciating the conversations, I would have preferred longer periods of silence to allow for deeper reflection. With noble silence in place I might not have needed to beat myself up for having been so quick to draw a conclusion.

    ...I still need to work on my Equanimity it seems!

    www.amritapuri.org

    Valentines Day

    The love poem I aptly wrote for my love on a beautiful backwater ferry trip to the "hugging mother's" pink Ashram...



    Oh to bottle this love!

    so vital, warm and safe.

    Yet this cannot be encapsulated,

    to taste again is but illusion.

    Our present lives must sustain it,

    make constant the infusion.

    Rest not enough for the cup to sour,

    enrich the sweet flavour,

    savour,

    whilst fresh

    this ever evolving brew.


    x?x

    Thursday 16 February 2012

    Upgraded Again!!



    Suzi & the wine Sac
    While I was at Sai Grammam, my old friend Suzi was on a business trip to Delhi. I worked with Suzi at L'Oreal in Hammersmith around about the turn of the millenium and she has since lived in France and Canada so she doesn't always make our "Grad' Reunions" so I had not seen Suzi for 3 years. As I was going onto the vipassana course, Suzi emailed to ask where I would be on the 10th of Feb, I had just moments in the internet cafe before I had to go and scribbled an email back to the effect of... "I''l be in Kerala, fly to Trivandrum I promise I will be there but I will not be able to communicate until the 29th!"

    Like a true mate, Suzi put her faith in me and we met up back in Varkala for a weekend of unadulterated girlie chat and catching up in our fab seafront cottage!

    A huge thank you this time to...
    
    Makeup Free Me - ouch!



    • Sian and Ella for letting me have your mum all to myself for a weekend when you had not seen her for 10 days yourselves!! xx
    • Suzi's hubby Simon for the time with your Mrs and for providing the amazing sack of white wine - I had not had any since December 10th (not that I was counting) and I was extremely grateful!! Shame the resort manager took more than his fair share! x
    • Suzi for making the effort, it was brilliant to see you in such a great place in every way! x
    x

    Wednesday 15 February 2012

    Online Map 2

    "Sai Ram" to Sai Gramam


    ..."enjoy the spiritual vibes of that place" read Vinitha's last SMS before my arrival at Sai Gramam and I did!  During the day of Noble Chatting back in Chennai, Vinitha had scibbled 3 lines in my notebook about a place her husband is the director of that she thought I would like to visit.  And so there I found myself a few weeks later saying "Sai Ram" to everyone I passed.  Its a beautiful greeting because whilst being spoken one touches their heart with their fingers and offers it out to the person being greeted.

    Sai Gramam, which I had knew nothing of before my visit is a beautiful 26 acre village of sorts set amongst the palmy backwaters of Kerala.  It is home to about 45 orphan boys and about 30 elderly people "who nobody wants", they also have 5 residents with learning difficulties who are delightfully well integrated into the community.  By day, Sai Gramam is also a school for 200 children and its canteen and clinic provide for anyone who needs them whether resident or not.

    It doesn't look or feel like an orphanage and it was a marvellous retreat from the beach for me, in terms of limiting my western excesses (I have gained a couple of kilos through my love of south indian food!) and refocussing on my practice.  In addition to the accomodation there were art and craft centres, a herbal medicine plantation, a small dairy herd (kept beautifully!), a temple to the Guru Sai Baba who's devotees have effectively funded the place and what I think was a small Jain shrine as well.  It really was a wonderful spot to recharge and meditate and help the kids practice their English.
    The day followed an ashram-like pattern of devotional practice and meal times, my favourite of which (eating excepted!) was the evening songs lead by the boys who sat in neat rows behind their singer and musician members on the temple floor.  They were so good although the youngest children, by the end had dozed off or slipped to the sidelines for a cuddle from one of the kind and lovely staff.  At the end of this session, a couple of sweets and bananas were handed out so their efforts were recognised.  One or two of the boys had superb voices, and an older ex-pupil who I met had been on a major TV talent show, he was lovely and even made me a Horlicks from his private stash!
    If anyone is interested in donating or looking at the great work they do the goto www.saigramam.org which has some good photos and much better explanations!

    Friday 10 February 2012

    Upgraded!!




    Thank you Big Sis for letting me gatecrash your holiday, for taking things home for me and for the provisions you brought to satiate the cravings I listed prior to my Vipassana course. These cravings obviously don't exist anymore as I practise twice a day at being a craving free zone. As such, I only polished off the Haribo star mix today because I didn't want to worry about unbalancing the blood sugar levels in the local ant population had they stumbled across an open packet!

    The Berkin Residence
    Thankyou also for upgrading to the poolside pad at your already lavish Varkala resort. It was a slice of heaven because until I stayed with you in the "pad" I had...
    • not had a hot shower since I left Mum and Dad's for the airport
    • only been in 1 fully sealed room since leaving Delhi airport
    • not seen a swimming pool since I was last in Hoveringham
    • not had a bathroom where sitting on the floor was even a consideration
    • been bereft of all mood lighting since leaving home
    • not been so happy to see someone that I cried since ...well that's personal!

    Big thanks must also go to Sanjay & Bopinda and all of the gorgeous ladies (plus Dave) that made up your "Shining Minds" group. They treated me as one of their own and afforded me delightful opportunities to speak full-speed unadulterated British English over expensive superfood juices and cocktails ...a true treat for this budget-bound, sober veggie and her rising inflections!






    x

    The end of India...





    The 2004 Tsunami ripped around and through India's cape and its seafront fishing village has been freshly redecorated. Its intricate streets and ornate catcholic churches are brightly restored and fishermen once again spend their days lazily tending their nets amongst their vividly painted longboats.


    Towards the point, however, hoards of Indian tourists queue (yes queue in an orderly fashion ...quite staggering!) up a souvenier-shop-straddled street for the wildly choppy ferry trip to the two islands a short way out into the sea where 3 oceans converge.


    Horse rides and an abundance of hot and spicy streetfood are on offer to tempt the hoards out again for sunset which was actually rather murky and disapointing compared to the charged human atmosphere which I was able to mingle amongst with little hassle.


    Sunrise brought every guest in the town out again to just stand and watch. This unspoken ritual transcended all creed and culture as we sipped sugary milk coffee from paper cups and sauntered with horizon bound eyes between the seafront, coffee wallers and dustbins!
    you'll be seeing more of this amazing panoramic funtion I just found on my camera!!

    At the end of the long harbour wall, I was massaged for an hour by strong, warm wind streams which pummeled me from all angles whilst I congratulated Kanyakumari (Cape Comorin) on its lack of hassle, its queues, its plastic ban and its dustbin-use until it was time to board the Kerala bound Kanyakumari Express to meet up with my sister at the beach!


    

    Friday 3 February 2012

    "being present" with you in Trichy


    I have been thinking a lot since I finished my job and gave myself the time and space to do so, but I have thought particularly about "being present"" in the Buddhist sense which is that; nothing is permanent (ref "anicca" in the vipassana blogs) so living in the past or the future leads to avoidable misery.  The most misery-free way of living is to remain aware and in the present.  I have known of this philosophy for years but I have now begun to really understand it.  It also happens to be the way in which I naturally and most comfortably operate, but I have always felt it was in some was wrong because it has been hard for the people around me to deal with ...because its not "the way" of future-wrought west.  This said, and in terms of knowing myself, I now understand how this all works for me and that its not wrong, its just different.  I will not beat myself up about it anymore and will just accept this philosophy as my way of being.

    All of that said, I have decided to take notes as the day goes by today so that you too could be present with me in Trichy, the heart of Tamil Nadu which has another very long name that I can't get my mind around let alone try to spell!
    7.40 - I am on the bus going through a red onion wholesale market, a man is sitting cross legged on top of sacks of onions laughing as he conducts his business with the ladies and Gents of this happy little town (well population 866K!!).  There are trucks laden with garlic bulbs and it smells rather appetising.  As the onions fade the motor repair quarter abruptly begins and men are shortening their sarongs as the day warms up.  There are some huge gardens behind the typically Indian shop houses here.

    8.00 - I am walking through the waking town centre streets to the Rock Fort temple which is a temple perched upon an almighty boulder which stands alone on these plains.  There are hundreds of stone steps ahead so I am pleased that I am full of Idly (delicious, fluffy, steamed fermented rice cakes served with 2 sauces) which was only half of the breakfast I could have eaten.

    8.10 - I handed in my shoes to a shop keeper and began the climb then at a shrine of Ganesha I just spontaneously gave a Hindu blessing gesture.  I do like Ganesha, he represents opportunity and frankly if they believe that he represents something so wonderful then that is well worth paying my respects to!

    9.25 - When I was almost at the top, I met Adish Jain, an interesting textile salesman cum respected artist cum travel writer who cleverly manages to combine touring India's magnificent sights with his business meetings!  Adish is from Mumbai/Bombay and has offered his wife and son as escorts for me in all things shopping when I visit the city at the end of my trip ...so very kind and I look forward to reading his articles online and in the Times of India.  Before shooting back to his first meeting, we walked down for a quick peek at the the flamboyant, hinduesque "Our Lady of Lourdes" catholic church which was a cool and silent abyss.  I am now back on bus route number 1 on a bus which has an excellent sound system (featuring bass frequencies and moderate volume) heading over the dreamy looking Cauvery River to what is rumoured to be India's biggest Hindu temple.

    9.40 - I am now in the temple, I walked from the bus with Maylie who was sat next to me in her bright yellow sari making the most of the chance to practise her English.  I do love the way that women travelling alone only sit with women on Indian buses, its so reassuring and creates a sense of immediate solidarity.  I took me a while to work this out but I am so a front-of-the-bus-girlie these days.  Our western equality does to some extent diminish our femininity but there lies a whole other blog!!  Anyway here in the present there are motorbikes and homes in the outer rings of this temple and i a, stood in a gently bustling shopping street buffeted by pilgrims and the overwhelming smell of fresh coffee!?  I think I will indulge ...oh "only powder, no drinks" said the shop keeper who was chuffed to bits when I said how wonderful his shop smelt!

    9.50 - Off the beaten track, this temple has true tranquillity and absolutely zero hassle!  I am going to buy a wooden bracelet with a Hindu god on each segment ...once I have established that 25p is indeed the going rate.  People are quietly busy all around me, preparing their offerings and bossing their families around.  The pavements are decorated in the same way here as they are outside homes all over Andra Pradesh and Tamil Nadu and even the squat loos here are fresh clean and pleasant.  I have also noticed how dark skinned people are here compared to further north, its a stark contrast ...hmm there's that Indian cliche again!

    10.10 - Ohhhh I really like it here, a group pf Sadhu's (Holy Men) have just started chanting somewhere and I have sat down amongst the stone pillars to soak it all up without any approaches ...mind you its still early and there is plenty of time for camera wielding teenage boys to arrive!

    10.20 - Wow I am up on the temple viewpoint, regretting leaving my camera in the hotel room and trying to get some decent shots on my phone.  There are still 11 more huge temple towers stretched out ahead of me.  The arches behind me are almost freakishly embellished with fairytale gods and goddesses of Hindu and animist descent.  It is believed that some of the now Hindu gods were once tribal deities and a recruitment process took place along the lines of,  "hey that half human god of yours is actually just an incarnation of one of our gods so you'll be fine with Hinduism".  That takes me right back to a quote from Adish earlier. "In India the water, language and Gods change every 20 miles!!"

    10.25 -I was just feeling all content and fortunate to be here when a German tour group arrived reflecting sun from their pallor ...thats probably what I looked like when I arrived in Delhi!!  I have found a quiet spot just above the chanting I heard earlier where I can bask and revel in the fact that I have no agenda until check-out at 3pm.  I might well just hang here until 1pm when it closes.
    11.15 - Hmmm, meditating in my windowless but clean hotel room has become more attractive! Foreign tourist groups (god knows where they stayed or came from) suddenly started to cram in alongside some serious swathes of pilgrims, the temperature began to soar and well I am glad I saw the sights early!  In fact that should teach me not to go planning the future and to remain present ...nothing is permanent ...anicca anicca anicca!
    The shaven headed two toothed lady next to me on the bus is prodding me with her work-worn fingers, she looks 90 but could well only be a well seasoned 45.  She speaks Tamil and seems insistent that I must too but I only know the meditation instructions and the the fact that they say "ningle" in between most phrases and I have no idea what "ningle" actually means!  She is wearing yellow too, I think that is the colour to wear at the temple as it was worm by all the winners in today's sari stakes.
    11.25 - the bus conductor who randomly is the same one I had on the way to the temple just gave me his number on the back of the ticket ...hilarious!!!!!
    11.35 - the bus conductor asked me if I wanted to have lunch with him, I gently told him I had to meditate ...but nevertheless, even more hilarious!!!!!
    1.00- Unlike the wheaty North, a South Indian Veg Thali consists of three veg dishes, 5 sauces in little pots, pickle, rice and a fried poppadom all served on a huge piece of banana leaf with endless refills of any of the above.  It comes with drinking water for about 58p and thankfully without a bus conductor!
    14.48 - OK I have written up these notes which I hope allow you to feel present with me as you read and now I have some checking out to do, some skyping to arrange and a train to the Cape to catch ...room with a 3 oceans balcony view here I come!!!!

    ps 16.45 - just came back passed the onion market about 35% of the bulk has sold and I just had my pc blessed by the girl in the internet shop!